Self Awareness of lack of self awareness

Today, I became aware of something very funny. 

When it comes to identification of emotions, I am like an infant. Or a toddler. 

I have very poor cognitive understanding of how I feel about someone. 

If I feel well around someone and unwell when they are not around, it means I love them. 

If I feel unwell around someone and well when they are not around, it means I should avoid them. 

It seems that amygdala, hippocampus, hypothalamus, or whatever part of the brain works on identification of emotions, is kind of dead for me. 

I have had to depend on "vibe" for some time now. Until today, when I realised that vibe is not a preferred method to identify emotions, it is now my only method. 

And in some surprising way, it feels ok. Like the loss of memory. The loss of cognitive ability.  And now, this loss of any analysis of emotions. 

I don't know if I can analyse the emotions of others. Till two weeks ago, one could. Who knows? 

PS: No, don't want advice. Just putting it out here.