Wednesday, January 24, 2024

How do deity based energies heal?

To heal I, I reached out to the energies of Shiva, Panchmukhi Hanuman, and Durga. 

So, a question that keeps coming is - What are these energies? How do they fit in the overall spiritual domain? This is the first time I have actually experienced these energies. 

While various answers were coming, I was aware that the brain is befuddled and not really processing all inputs. 

Today, as things sorted a little bit, the answer I got was clearer: 


Each energy has its own wavelength and medium. They exist for specific purposes. Think of them as light waves or other waves that you are familiar with. The energies co-exist with other spiritual energies. There is no "leveling" between these energies. 

It is possible that you might experience the energy of Ganpati, Jesus, or any other name from any other part of the world. The names are for us to identify the energy. The energies are owned by conscious entities. That is why praying to specific entities helps. This is the logic behind ancient civilizations having Gods for everything. We were invoking energies owned by conscious entities capable of directing energies. 

What are these conscious entities like? 

You cannot imagine them. Because you have not been on that plane yet. Just know that these entities are eternal and conscious. At this time, that is all you can know. 


How does this interact with the overall spiritual energy of aura, healing, etc.? 

They co-exist. It's a vast domain and you are only just starting to get to know more about it. Think of it as a new world. There are many, many things in this world. You will encounter many things. Some, you will be able to compare to concepts, ideas, and things in your physical world. But many, many others, are very new to you. Be open to learning. There is a LOT to learn. As each portal opens, new things, new concepts will be gradually revealed. You will learn the lessons you are ready for, and be confused by the others. That is the most human way of explaining this. But it doesn't come close to what you will *know* a little later in this journey.  

Tuesday, January 09, 2024

Film Review: Vaccine War - Vivek Ranjan Agnihotri's film

 #VaccineWar on #Hotstar



Just finished watching this film. (kind of late to the party)
This is that #NeverForget2020 kind of film.
Apart from the acting, the perfect casting, the taut storytelling, this was a very emotional film for me.
mRNA was being developed since 2012 but had NEVER been approved for human use. And suddenly, on a virus we didn't know, a tech we had never used before was approved for human use.

I read the CDC submissions of Moderna and Pfizer. Both companies had NEVER tested anyone - neither the control group nor the vaccinated group - for the actual presence of the virus after vaccination. The success rate was based on absence of symptoms. Let that sink in. Absence of symptoms. Not absence of virus. Much less proven antibodies to virus.

All foreign companies were given indemnity against adverse reactions to the virus by the US, and made that a precondition to giving the virus to any country globally. India refused to give this indemnity. For many countries, the choices were between Sputnik and China's vaccines.

There are two proven vaccination techs - dead virus and weakened virus. Because the virus was new and lab-enhanced, I relied on the dead virus tech (Covaxin). At that time, everyone around me laughed at me. The propaganda against Covaxin was at its peak.

But in spite of all this, I had never spared a thought for the scientists who would have spent days and nights getting this vaccine out so quickly - until this movie came out. This truly was a war that could only be fought by science - and it was.

The film made me realise that this war was unique for two reasons:
  1. It was the first bioweapon based world war.
  2. It was also the first world war fought through fake news, misinformation, and institutional manipulation by nation states.
If that's not worth remembering, I don't know what is.
#NeverForget2020.

Sunday, January 07, 2024

A rental house

किराये के घर हर शहर में मिल जाते हैं। और उतने वक़्त के लिए, वे हमारे पूरे घर होते हैं - जिन्हें हम दिवाली पर सजाते हैं, जहां रात को परिवार के साथ खाना खाते हैं, और बेतकल्लुफ़ी से बगलें खुजाते हैं। 

किराये के घर की झिक झिक भी कहाँ होती है? न 20 साल बाद ज़ंग लगे पानी के पाइप बदलवाना, न बोरवेल को हर चौथे साल गहरा खुदवाना। कुछ नहीं करना पड़ता। 

पर मन के पिछले कोने में एक चिट सी रखी रहती है, जो ये जानती है, कि ये घर बस मियाद भर का है। 

किराये के मकान में हम झूले नहीं टाँगते। और बाग़बानी गमलों में करते हैं। 

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Postscript: 

अपना घर हर किसी का सपना नहीं होता।  किराये के मकानों में जीवन काटा जा सकता है। सुख से। 


This piece is in response to a small poetry discussion on a poetry Whatsapp group. Will copy paste the two original poems tomorrow with credits to the poets. 


Friday, January 05, 2024

Boys will be Boys

लड़के कहाँ देख पाते हैं 

अपने जूतों से गंदा होता हुआ फर्श 

खा कर वहीं रखे जूठे बर्तन 

या पूरे कमरे में फैले उनके गंदे कपड़े। 


पर पति 

झट से देख पाते हैं 

टीवी पर जमी धूल 

धुले ग्लास पर पानी का धब्बा 

और कमीज़ का वह हिस्सा

जो इस्तरी होना रह गया। 


Boys can never see

the mud marks their shoes leave

on the carpet 

or the dirty dishes on their side tables 

or the laundry strewn all over the room. 


But husbands 

can immediately notice

the dust on the TV 

the water mark on a washed tumbler

and the un-ironed part 

of the shirt collar. 

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After a long time, wrote a poem that i really liked writing. 


Monday, January 01, 2024

Happy New Year 2024!

इक ब्राह्मण ने कहा है, के ये साल अच्छा है 


पुराने दर्द, रोग, और लड़ाई का  

इस साल होगा खात्मा 

पुराने प्रेम, पत्र, और अफसर का 

इस साल होगा सामना 


अवसाद गया, अवसर आया 

भंडार थकें भर-भर माया 

 

अकेले हो तो पाओ साथ 

थकेले हो? बन जाओ खास 


जो भी हो मन की आस 

इस बरस आए तुम्हारे पास 


भीतर देखो, तो पाओ के मन बच्चा है 

इक ब्राह्मण ने कहा है, के ये साल अच्छा है 

With Apologies to Sabir Dutt, whose ghazal was sung by Jagjeet Singh ji. 


I started this year with that song in head, but on hearing, realised its a sad song. so, took the first line and converted it to a positive wish for the year.