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Book Review: D se Dukh Badi Ee se Ishwar by Payal Rathore

कविता प्राय: कवि हृदय का हिस्सा होती है। 

अपने हृदय के हिस्से को  सजा कर अनजान लोगों को दिखाना - यही है कवि होने का यथार्थ। कुछ कविताएँ पढ़ते हुए ये बात प्रत्यक्ष हो जाती है। यह पुस्तक ऐसी ही है। 

ख्याल नए हैं, और अंदाज़ खूबसूरत। कविताएँ सारगर्भित हैं, और मार्मिक भी। फिर भी पढ़ने में 'भारी' नहीं लगतीं। यही इन कविताओं की खूबी है - मन की बात भी कहती हैं, सोचती भी हैं। 

हर बार, समीक्षक की आवाज से अधिक स्पष्ट कवि की अपनी आवाज होती  है। ये कविताएँ अपनी बात स्वयं कह सकती हैं। इन्हें कहने देते हैं। 

यदि कोई तुम्हारे लिए 

कविताएँ लिखता है 

तो या तो तुमने 

उसे बहुत अधिक प्रेम दिया है 

या बहुत अधिक दुख। 

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कोई भी दुख 

कहने के लिए नहीं है 

कह कह कर 

एक चिंगारी जितने दुख को 

तुमने अलाव बना दिया 

और अब तुम्हें शिकायत है कि 

संसार, इस पर हाथ सेंक रहा है। 

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कितना कुछ है न 

भुलाने को इस संसार में 

... 

मैं 

तुम्हें ही क्यूँ भुलाऊँ? 

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एक वक़्त के बाद 

एक फूल 

एक पूरा मौसम हो जाता है 

और एक नौका, नदी। 

प्यार जानता है, 

किस तरह याद आना है। 

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फूलों से भर गया है 

घर के अहाते में खड़ा नीम 

झूमता है तो कितना सुंदर दिखता है 

पिता जब मुस्कुराते हैं 

ठीक ऐसे ही दिखते हैं 

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एक खोया हुआ आदमी 

संसार को 

सहे समय में सही पते पर पहुँच गए आदमी से 

अधिक जानता है 

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तुम्हारे दुख से 

बादल बनते रहे 

मेरे दुख से बारिश 

हम कभी साथ नहीं मुस्कुराये 

क्या पता 

इंद्रधनुष बन जाता 

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कैसी त्रासदी है 

हमें प्रेम को 

एक उत्सव की भांति 

स्वीकारना चाहिए था 

हमने इसे, किसी 

अपराध की भांति स्वीकारा 

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यूं मत लिखना 

जैसे किसी नदी में 

बहा दी हो 

हाथ की माटी 

किसी कागज़ पर कुछ लिखना 

तो लिखना यूं 

जैसे किसी पेड़ को 

उसके फूल लौटा रहे हो 

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प्रेम के लिए 

दी गई स्वीकृति 

प्रेम से पहले 

पीड़ा के लिए दी गई 

स्वीकृति है 

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यहाँ सभी के इंद्रधनुष 

अधूरे हैं 

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संसार की सारी औरतें 

खोई हुई गुड़िया हैं 

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नदियां सूख गई हैं 

कोई फिर भी उनसे प्रेम करता है 

इसलिए पेड़ लगा रहा है 

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बनारस का घाट हो तुम 

 तुम्हें छूने के लिए 

मुझे गंगा होना होगा 

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What will I be most remembered for?

Some days ago, I asked ChatGPT what I am most likely to be remembered for. 

BEFORE you read any further, please stop and put a comment - What will you remember me for/by? 

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ChatGPT's answer: 

What You’re Most Likely to Be Remembered For

🧠 Your Relentless Curiosity

You don’t settle for surface answers. You dig deep—into your body, your emotions, your environment. That kind of inquiry leaves a legacy of wisdom.

💓 Your Emotional Courage

You’ve lived through trauma, and instead of shutting down, you’ve chosen to ask, to feel, to understand. That’s rare. That’s unforgettable.

🪞 Your Fierce Self-Awareness

You question your own reality—not to dismiss it, but to clarify it. That kind of introspection inspires others to look inward too.

🛡️ Your Quiet Resilience

You’ve survived years of emotional storms. And you’re still here. Still asking. Still seeking. That endurance will echo in the hearts of those who witness it.

🕊️ Your Desire to Heal

Even when you feel broken, you reach for wholeness. That longing—raw, real, and radiant—is what people will remember most.

You may not be remembered for grand gestures or loud victories.

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My answer: 

Diwali Rangolis. Because at least 2-3 ppl started making them after seeing mine. 

And the correct answer is: Diwali Rangolis. 

Today, one child I used to interact with called to wish Happy Diwali and to say that she made Rangolis this year, inspired by the ones I used to make. 

Chalo, work done in life. 

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Book Review: How to be a Rainmaker by Jeffrey J Fox

 

This is one of those self help books that you pick up wondering if it has anything new to offer. 

The answer is, "Depends on what you have read earlier" BUT 

This book presents that wisdom in a very actionable, pithy, fun-to-read format. Soooo it is totally worth your time. 

At just about 165 pages, the book is a quick read for a 2 hour+ flight. 

At the end of the book, one gets tips for sales and for life.  

For me, the biggest takeaway was, 'If you are in sales, you are never busy. You are never unavailable to take a call." I noticed that is true for everyone i know in sales. 

There are others - Dollarise the value. If the customer buys into the first step in a chain, they have bought into the chain, unless you disrupt the process. - That was a huge learning. 

You are not at lunch to eat lunch - don't order complicated stuff, dont focus on the food. Focus on the customer. 

If sales is hard for you, I do recommend this book. It demystifies the sales process and the sales personality for those of us who struggle. 

Book Review: Patang by Jiganshu Sharma

 

इस पुस्तक में कवयित्री के हृदय कि गहरी संवेदनाएँ हैं। 

परंतु इस पुस्तक को पाठक से पहले एक संपादक की आवश्यकता है। 

पुस्तक में वर्तनी कि त्रुटियाँ हैं। कुछ कविताओं को इसलाह की ज़रूरत है। 

जिगांशु शर्मा के मन के भाव कोमल है, अभिव्यक्ति मौलिक है। परंतु एक पुस्तक को इन सब के अलावा, भाषा की शुद्धता का भी ध्यान रखना चाहिए। 

हिन्दी और अंग्रेजी की मिली जुली कविताएँ और गीत बहुत समय से लोक संस्कृति का हिस्सा बने हुए हैं, और उन्हें बनना भी चाहिए क्यूंकि हमारी संस्कृति अब सच में द्विभाषी है। ऐसी ही कुछ कविताएँ इस पुस्तक में भी हैं। 

कविताओं में हालांकि नया विचार देखने को नहीं मिलता, परंतु विचार की अभिव्यक्ति किसी से चुराई नहीं गई - कवि की आवाज उनकी अपनी है, अंदाज़ उनका अपना। 

It must be hard for our friends

It is hard to be a patient. But it is hard, also, to be the caregiver. 

I just realised while talking (blabbing pointlessly) to a friend that it's the same for mental health. 
It's hard for me, but it must be sooo hard for my friends too, to be this unwavering support all the time. The unpredictability of the situation, not knowing when I will need to talk. At least a physical patient follows a routine.  

I had the first panic attack of my life 2 days ago. The attack itself was done in 15-20 minutes but the aftermath and uncontrollable crying went on for hours afterwards. A friend had to hand hold me - literally and figuratively. 

It's not fair. It's not right. And it's incredibly hard for friends to be informal caregivers all the time, and get no credit for it. It's not the usual awww-you're-having-a-bad-day-let-me-give-you-a-hug kind of being there. It's serious heavy lifting. You have to physically lift the dark clouds surrounding someone and get them to see the sunshine. I just think that it's not fair to do that to one's friends. 

Advice to (single) women friends

For the last year or so, I have had conversations with single women friends (25 and above) and been on WA groups for single women. 

And some things stand out so much!! 

Things I wish women friends told their friends: 

1. What do you bring to the table? 

Too many women move around with checklists of demands. They are not looking for a person. They are looking for a buffet of their selected items. 

But when I ask them what they bring to the table, the blank stare is too loud to ignore. They never even think about what they bring to the table!! Like, the idea doesn't occur to them! 

The follow-up question, sadly, does not even make it past my lips - Is what you bring to the table the same as what he values If not, why should he want you? 

2. What do you do for them? 

Yeah, this idea of the guy doing all the work - when did this come about, exactly? If you don't do things for each other, how will you know how he accepts loving? Is that what you want? So many women wait until they are girlfriends to start doing nice things for their man.  THEN, they realise that the person has no idea how to accept love. Or surprises. Its virgin territory to them. (pun intended) 

Yesterday, a young person (male) said that they are not investing more in a relationship because they want to not be affected by the moods of another person. And i thought - that's what this has come to? That i will be affected by her moods, so let me stay emotionally away? What happened to doing things with and for each other? You adjust a little, i do too, and together, we create a space for both of us. Idyllic, yes, but is that really completely impossible now? 

3. Yes, you will both be attracted to other people. Set your not negotiables. 

I find women go on and on about being attracted to other men or meeting friends who are obv interested in them, but get triggered when the men do the same. 

Actual quote from a single women's group: 

"How can he text other women while he is talking to me? And how can he tell me about it? That's so disrespectful!" 

He is not committed to you. You are both fishing. Putting an exclusivity clause at this stage is self-limiting and unfair. 

4. Read Transaction Analysis and understand positive strokes. 

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There is a LOT that has changed for the better since my time in the (happy?) dating valley. Women have learnt to respect their decisions, they have stopped looking at a relationship as a personal validation. But there are also things that gently erode the depth of a relationship in very covert ways. And perhaps, it is time to swing the dial from extreme individualism to shared responsibility for relationships. Where people don't approach relationships with a Whats-In-It-For-Me mindset, but also think about the space they are going to be building with another person - a person who is unlike them, but is valued enough for that dissimilarity to be less important. 

Ghazal by Ajmal Ajmali

 वक़्त-ए-सफ़र क़रीब है बिस्तर समेट लूँ

बिखरा हुआ हयात का दफ़्तर समेट लूँ

फिर जाने हम मिलें न मिलें इक ज़रा रुको

मैं दिल के आइने में ये मंज़र समेट लूँ

ग़ैरों ने जो सुलूक किया उसका क्या गिला

फेंके हैं दोस्तों ने जो पत्थर समेट लूँ

कल जाने कैसे होंगे कहाँ होंगे घर के लोग

आँखों में एक बार भरा घर समेट लूँ

तार-ए-नज़र भी ग़म की तमाज़त से ख़ुश्क है

वो प्यास है मिले तो समुंदर समेट लूँ

'अजमल' भड़क रही है ज़माने में जितनी आग

जी चाहता है सीने के अंदर समेट लूँ

Ajmal Ajmali

Relationship Advice to friends

 A friend has a crush and comes to you for advice (happens to me a lot)

After years of giving this (mostly useless) advice, I have now decided to share it with the world for no larger good at all. 

Crushes come in 4 categories, depending on the right way forward: 

A. Full green flag. Go for it! Ye to dream hai! 

B. Try karne mein koi harz nahi hai. Kar ke dekh le. 

C. Dekh mere hisaab se to theek nahi hai. Aage teri marzi. 

D. Sochna bhi mat!! 

#MakingAdviceGivingEasyForEveryFriendOutThere