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This is a random personal blog - covering everything from poetry to politics. Views presented are strictly my own.
Saturday, June 06, 2026
Bachpan - II
Thursday, June 04, 2026
Book Review: A Song of Comfortable Chairs by Alexander McCall Smith
I think of him more as an author that belongs in the simplicity of my childhood - upholding the value of human connection and kindness - things we valued as children but lost as adults.
BUT... Alexander McCall Smith writes short stories far better than he writes novels. Maybe it is my reduced attention span. But i prefer the format where each story solved a mystery and Mma Ramotswe and Mma Makutsi solved them together, with help from Charlie. This time, the mystery is loooong drawn out, intertwined with another, rather unrelated mystery, and honestly, they are more family/business problems than mysteries.
At 230 pages (and large print) the book is a languid, easy read. If you are looking for an action packed adventure, this is not it. This book is a soap opera on paper - where the lives of the characters walk in and out of the frame, and things happen to and through them. If you want to lose yourself in the lives of other people for a while, this one is perfect.
Tuesday, June 02, 2026
Chaand
मुझे रख लो काम पर
तुम्हें लतीफ़े सुना कर
खूब हँसाया करूंगा
और तुम बदले में मुझे
अपनी छत से
चाँद ताकने देना
Let me come work for you
My job
will be to make you laugh
till your sides hurt
And your payment
is to let me see the moon
from your rooftop.
हक
हर बचपन में होनी चाहिए
एक नदी
या पोखर
या पहाड़
और इन में से कुछ भी न हो सके तो
कम-अस-कम
एक बड़ा सा
पेड़/
क्यूंकि
बचपन की यादें
जब maypole के रंग बिरंगे रिबनों सी
स्मृति की हवा में
लहलहाती है
तब
उन्हें आवश्यकता होती है
एक स्तम्भ की
जिस से
उन सब का स्थायित्व
महसूस किया जा सके
हर बचपन में होनी चाहिए
ऐसी नदी
पोखर
पहाड़
या फिर
कम-अस-कम
एक बड़ा सा पेड़।
*********
Every childhood deserves
a river
or a lake
or a mountain
or at least
a really big tree.
When
childhood memories
flutter
like Maypole ribbons
(colourful, but chaotic)
That is when
they need
the pole
to peg themselves
in the real-ness
of the physical world.
That is why
every childhood deserves
a river
a lake
a mountain
or at least
a really big tree.
*****
Sunday, May 31, 2026
I am most certainly regressing.
But I had a really amusing encounter today and since this blog is my memory box of small things, where else would one post such a sweet little thing?
Remember when we were younger and boys would do different things to get our co-ordinates? (Email id, phone no., linkedin, facebook. etc.?) I used to find that so cute - the confusion, the hesitation, the attempt, the gentle smile, etc?
So, today, i was in a flight. A morning flight. Which means i had not slept well. Which means i was not feeling well. So I had only one agenda in that flight - to sleep. As soon as take off happened, I closed my eyes rather involuntarily.
Sometime during the flight, the person in the next seat and i got talking. I cant remember how. He was just coming from a trip and i was going to one. We spoke about a lot of things - his business, my work, the kind of holidays we like, good places to visit solo, etc.
Towards the end of the flight, he just turned to me and asked, "Are you on insta? What's your id?"
And that, dear reader, has not happened to me in a loooong time.
:)
Wednesday, May 20, 2026
उदास आदमी
उदास आदमी
ज़्यादा से ज़्यादा क्या कर सकता है?
फांसी लगा सकता है
कोने में लाश की तरह पड़ा रह सकता है
एक बंद कमरे में आलसी का तमगा लटका कर लेट सकता है
उदास आदमी
अंतत:
उदास होने से ज़्यादा
कुछ नहीं कर सकता।
******
Today's gratitude is for my guardian angel.
In general, i have been rather ungrateful lately.
A lot of things that could have gone wrong, did not go wrong. Instead of being grateful for the magic (and dare one say, the hard work) that goes into ensuring this, I was resentful.
And just now, getting a minor taste of how much work it takes to keep things ok, i am very grateful.
Tomorrow, I might resent the larger issue, but this - ensuring that so many things that could (and should) have gone wrong, did not - is something i will remain grateful for.
Monday, May 18, 2026
Things that never happened
उस दिन फिल्म देखने गए थे।
मेरी आँखों में आँसू आ गए। हाथ में रुमाल नहीं था
आँसू रुक नहीं रहे थे।
तुम्हारी कमीज़ की बाज़ू पर आँखें पोंछी थीं
एक काली सी लाइन छूट गई थी उस पर
*This is a new series. A lot of times, we see a scene - irl, in a book, or on screen, and we imagine it differently. Like Katran, the format is short and self-explanatory.
So, i m keeping the categroy as Katran only.
Saturday, May 16, 2026
जिनकी प्रेम कहानियाँ असफल रहीं
वे बने
कवि
जो अपने प्रेम के लिए लिख गए
सुंदर कविताएँ
जिल्द वाली किताबें
जिनकी प्रेम कहानियां सफल हो गईं
वे बने
पति
जो अपने प्रेम के लिए लाये
घर आते हुए ताज़ी तरकारी, और हरा धनिया
सुनो,
मेरे लिए तुम
धनिया वाले ही बनना।
*****
Love stories that fail
make poets
who write
sonnets
for their love.
Love stories that succeed
make husbands
who bring
fresh groceries
on their way home.
My love
I wish you
fresh groceries.
***********